[S I G H S, this is fucking. Wow. She can absolutely see where it went wrong and understand, but it still hurts that Santa assumed she was lying to them.

But then she also feels like, why do they assume it is a lie and not that she changed her mind??? People are allowed to decide to want to live after they say they'll die, it's not wrong if someone wants to live? Everyone should want to live or something is very bad??? Maybe she'll lecture them on that when this is all cleared up.]

Yes, that would be the miscommunication. You told me you guys would organise something. I figured, maybe you knew someone that wanted to leave, or one of you was going to, since, you know, there are six of you. You can't all win. You told me you'd keep me updated, and nobody has said a word to me since. So I was waiting for the update.